Tuesday, December 27, 2011

change of heart

i met a very sweet man, not sure how we got on the topic, but he mentioned he would be able to help find my biological mother, if at all possible. he was south korean as well and said he and a friend helped find a couple others birth parents due to the connections they have. not really ever thinking of finding my biological mother, this kind of sparked some interest.

after meeting this man, i didn't think too much into it, but went home and told my boyfriend and he was really excited and extremely supportive, and that got me a little more excited. i ended up not hearing from the guy i met, so i kind of forgot about the whole thing.

i ended up telling a client about the guy i met and how he wanted to help, she told me to read this book called 'Secret Daughter'. I did, and couldn't put it down. It was really an inspiring book. That made me even more antsy to start the search for my biological mother.

after a while, i ended up hearing from the man who wanted to help, and wanted me to email him over my birth certificate and any adoption papers i had. i told my parents about everything and i was a little sketchy on sending all of that stuff over to a complete stranger. they agreed and told me if i really wanted to, they would be more than happy to help.

i didn't end up emailing the guy back at all and kind of lost interest in the whole journey.

me and ryan recently watched a movie called 'Aftershock' and that really got me interested again.

i'm not even sure where to start, but i have a million thoughts racing through my mind thinking about this and i figure this is a huge, possibly life changing experience, why not share it with everyone?

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