Hurry

Waiting for Ryan to get home so we can call Sue...

My palms are sweaty, I'm going a little bonkers in my head, I don't know what to think.

Im like a little kid on Christmas. I heard the door shut. He's home! Here goes nothing...

I want to, but I don't...

Day by day I check my email, same old stuff, sign up for this, sign up for that, you could win this, you should buy this...only to find an email from Sue the lady helping me with my adoption case. I emailed her a little while ago asking if she had found anything, so assuming it was her response saying no, but we're still trying, yada, yada, yada. I open the email and it reads:

Dear Jessica,
Can you please give me a call when you get a minute.  I have recently received communication from Korea about your case.
Thanks

Two sentences that could completely change my world, my thoughts, my emotions. I have about a billion thoughts going through my mind. I want to call, but I don't. I'm excited, but I'm not. I'm incredibly nervous. I wonder what it could be?